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Sufi Style<BR><BR>
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<a href='archives.php?PHPSESSID=6f22345191fe6fec485a44a8b97bca3d'>archives</a><BR>The hours between pass with the same familiar anxiety
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that has rushed through your veins on occasion before.
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Maybe tomorrow, you tell yourself, as you turn your
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back upon the once beloved messenger which has now
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become the bane of your existence--if only for the moment.
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Most of the world never did keep as brisk a pace as
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yourself, although, this never quite bothered you before;
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at least not in the same way as it now slowly picks at
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your patience in this current time of harsh unknown.
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Perhaps it is because this time you have so much to lose--
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not in an ostensibly tangible sense, but in a dream.
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In real time, it lasted less than four hours.
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In your mind, however, it has yet to cease.
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And then again, maybe this is what scares you most:
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the idea that all your visions; of weekend visits;
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of a rendezvous in Ulaan Baatar; of a life in Amazonia;
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may become aborted before they are ever given
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the chance to breathe in their first breath of
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cool, crisp autumn air. Each hair that passes through
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your hand reminds you of another moment lost,
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yet there is little else you can now do to change things.
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You always suspected that yours was a charm that
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could not be captured through the written word, and
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now you are beginning to believe you were right.
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Of course, eventually you will learn to mend the broken
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dreams, much like you may have learned to mend the hole
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in your left trouser pocket under the prefered situation.
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Then again, maybe it will never come to that. Maybe
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it is all simply a case of another Bambi: misaccentuated.</BODY>
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